Two questions...

Ok so a friend of mine asked me two questions: Is it possible to be home sick for a place you have never been to? and is it possible to miss someone you have never met? So I guess this is my attempt at answering them, but if anyone reading this has a different answer then I would like to here it, just comment on this post.

Is it possible to be home sick for a place you have never been to?

Well I would say home sick is the wrong term to use. Home sick sort of implys that that is your home. If you have never been there then it can't be your home can it? But I answer to the actual question I would have to say that it you have a special connect to that place in some way then maybe you can miss it even though you have never been there.

I asked another of my friends this and they said: 'Maybe if in a past life something special happened to you there then you could feel home sick for that place' Now to say this was true would be kinda saying that there are such things as past life. I don't think I believe in them, because if they were real what would be the point of this life?

Now on to the second question:

Is it possible to miss someone that you have never met?

Umm I'm not really sure what my answer to this question is. I guess maybe you can, if you feel that you know them really well. Maybe if this person died before you got to meet them you could miss them simply out of gief.

Ok for anyone out there reading this, can you please help me out?

A invisible barrier...

Some times I feel like I am surrounded by an invisible wall. This wall won't let anyone in. To some people it might seem like I don't trust them or something like that. In my past I have trusted some people a little to easily and I have ended up being hurt. When I am talking to people I don't know in real life I don't tell them things about me like my age straight away because I think that they would think I'm to young or something. This is probably hardly ever the case, most people are better tgeb tgar but just to be sure I talk to them for a while first, just to get them to get to know me first. Some of you might think this is lying but it's not, if I am directly asked a question like 'how old are you?' I would answer with the truth. Also sometimes I won't say what I am really thinking or feeling for risk of insulting them or causing them to doubt my friendship. Again, most of the time, this isn't the case but I still think it is. I am going to try to be a more trusting person and to try and let people through that wall but its not that easy so just have patience, over time I will trust you more and more.

To everyone I haven't let through yet I really am sorry, this is just part of who I am.

To everyone I have: Consider yourself lucky and I hope that our friendship lasts a long time