Thursday, February 4, 2010

A invisible barrier...

Some times I feel like I am surrounded by an invisible wall. This wall won't let anyone in. To some people it might seem like I don't trust them or something like that. In my past I have trusted some people a little to easily and I have ended up being hurt. When I am talking to people I don't know in real life I don't tell them things about me like my age straight away because I think that they would think I'm to young or something. This is probably hardly ever the case, most people are better tgeb tgar but just to be sure I talk to them for a while first, just to get them to get to know me first. Some of you might think this is lying but it's not, if I am directly asked a question like 'how old are you?' I would answer with the truth. Also sometimes I won't say what I am really thinking or feeling for risk of insulting them or causing them to doubt my friendship. Again, most of the time, this isn't the case but I still think it is. I am going to try to be a more trusting person and to try and let people through that wall but its not that easy so just have patience, over time I will trust you more and more.

To everyone I haven't let through yet I really am sorry, this is just part of who I am.

To everyone I have: Consider yourself lucky and I hope that our friendship lasts a long time

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